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Yes, why tho? For those who have known me long enough mesti kenal know and say that I took it because of how much I love computers. Wrong, though. I don't like computers, I'm just in love of what they can do. I don't fancy their hardwares, their processors, CPU and cables, I fancy of what comes out of those, the movies, musics, softwares and creations of what a computer can do. How it can automate things, God, it amazes me. Well basically I said it, didn't I. My first computer was my dad's, a boxy computer, the ones youd probably see in school stores and old shops (also at the creepy stores in the dark sides of lowyat). I remember making my dad upset when I destroyed (not destroyed, kinda changed the settings) his Microsoft Office 2003, and he had to buy the 2007 version. He wasn't used to it and so was the standard 3 me, who wants a computer just do i can play flight simulator. Secondary school ignited my love for video editing, and since then I loved...

Alright I'll tell you something that has been nesting in me for quite a long time. It's about me. The very whole existence of me. Most don't know this but some who has been clearly attached to me knows that I am a person who over thinks a lot. Trust me I can be anxious rather easily. I can be lied very easily. I trust everybody.  While most see it as a reason for everyone to like me I do clearly think it is not. What those words did not tell you is I get hurt, easily. Yes, I say yes to everybody. I offer help to everyone and I wont say no, but it hurts me when anybody says no to me. Yes, while i try making everyone happy, I get sad rather easily,  And a lot.